i'm really not good with words i usually say the wrong thing thus i hate fucking saying how i really feel cuz it always gets thrown back in my face. i'm not having a very good day, i'm on silent mode. i just want to curl up in a dark closet and cry. i came home last night after a real shitty night at work and most everything i own is completely somewhere else why? i cant take it but apparently i'm making a big deal out of nothing must be because i'm a stupid bitch as you put it. fuck it. i only blame myself. so now what....