The shift is real, I feel it as it starts in my brain shining through my eyes as a pinhole. A pixelated portal that I must painfully deep dive through. Why can I sense their insincerity (๑>_<๑) but can't give my sincere reaction. Theyre frozen pawns and I've been awakened so I'm dull. My empathy is slowly being destroyed by this reality and that is a tough pill to swallow. Maybe that's my lesson. Either way at least I have my shining light to guide me. The darkness tries to swallow me so I don't like it when it seeps through and my impatient sleep deprived soul doesn't give her my joy. She deserves my attention not my guilt. I'm trying to balance but dear universe the soulless robots are duplicating. The bull rage is brewing...