Highlow

 It's weird, top of the world in one moment. Then slugged into a cocoon the next. I go too deep inside my head and its hard to dig out. Scenarios,  interactions, memories invade all my senses and then I just feel...drained. This is my forty and this is us. It's comforting me right now but it's also mentally exhausting. I'm trying to keep up with her but I'm also trying to give myself a breath. Of course that brings on guilt. I just want to close my eyes at the same time I just want me time. All in all thank you universe I'm so ever grateful for this life chosen. 

See you space cowboy...