When you start the day with your world crashing in. I felt pure panic, guilt and fear while also knowing everything was going to be ok and he was ok. Well the best he can be after last night and on the road to recovery. I haven't talked to you poo and it freaks me out but I know your safe. There's so many things I want to tell you right now, it's weird that you are in your own bubble at the moment. The distance is disheartening and I just want to be there and wrap you up , give you a blankie and tell you a million times your ok until you can't handle me saying that anymore. I miss you and I hate that we can't even text. Because I definitely could make a juicy meme to make you laugh about all of this. I think that cruddy feeling that's been gurgling inside my gut the past couple weeks has finally burst open. I can't push it deep inside any longer. Reality has set in. Well there's no turning back now because you have literally pooped in Pandora's box. Let's begin again. I love you more than I have words.
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