After four months of being on furlough I'm finally back to work. I must say for the first time in a long time I finally felt like myself again and I'm afraid that being back to work will slowly take that away from me. Life is funny isn't it? Just when you figure something out reality has a way of punching you in the face. Because the blood makes you realize your alive. But you have to play the game in order to beat them. 

If they only knew....