Feeling bruised
My anger is being eaten by nervousness
I can hear myself screaming yet nothing is coming out
I'm dreaming
If I shoot if I pull the fucking trigger maybe then I'll wake up
I'm craving the darkness while reeling in the fear
I tell myself...
Just don't panic
This is your moment
I want to cringe and bite my tongue until I taste the bittersweet metallic taste of blood
But now
I'm stuck
I take a deep breath and close my eyes

Damn