i'm listening to guided by voices right now god so very relaxing. why do i get bogged down by my thoughts. consuming to say the least why can't things just be why must we put reason in the equation. Must be the standard, what are we. what is this cursed experiment and what happens when the lab rats figure out its a fucking maze. thats why i'm a bat because then you can fly but not fly away.
i want to listen to gold heart mountaintop queen directory. like a puzzle that doesnt fit it floats together like layered limestone hmmmm. but its all in my head anyways and any inkling of showing people the true value of what i see and imediately regret what i've done. so i sit here in silence till u see
just got to find your chakra or my joy