where are you? i looked up at the stars,asked myself what the fuck is going on
am i going crazy
for me i need stability things that are routine and make my day the utmost GREATEST moment to look forward to. right now i just feel like i'm losing my mind. utterly homesick for the ones i love and the things i love to do so when you dissapear and a heartbeat skips of the connection i guess i just trip. especially right now.

why is that....everything is just easil;y pullin the trigger and my tired ol eyes are filled with tears.

i just want to hear that voice even if i have to read it.

love forever