god....ihate the smell of eggs hmm
i feel weird theres so many things that i want to say, but how difficult it is to put them out of my head. where do we go nobody knows....i'm anxious and yet avoiding shit that i could be doing but i dont want to really do anything. i want to cuddle with someone I love and watch a great movie. foreshadow of silence.
you can never lose someone because fuck me because thats the stuff dreams are made of. do you believe in fate or fucking mass chaos. i agree both no i just see everything. why do i always feel so weird when i talk on the phone and a silent moment scares me so because then i am caught do you see. no i suppose this is for me. i just want you to know it will never dissapear....never be gone. fo i am we are forever.
the meaning behind that iriitates me alot and then i contimplate on my irritation. why do i get so easily aggravated with the turning of life. how odd i think. i feel like a bubble scenario hehe oh jesus
even when you are not talking to someone and a million miles away i can hear you. i call out to you and you seem perplexed at the possibilty that this happening could even be possible or occur. its real right? you cry for me why my sleep has been very weird, i'm contiuously trying to find you sometimes i do sometimes i'm lost you always seem so very far away like on top of your mountain and here i am a stubborn damned bull smoking her grass. and i just want to touch you. i just want to be touched. i guess thats the only way it doesnt feel like a reoccuring dream are a false hope because of that tingle or orgasmic feeling of someone else wanting you. or not. hmmm
this is purgatory the endless wait
the bottomless pit i just keep falling chasing after that sly white bunny....my lines are growing short and my hair is growing long
what am i?

who would you die for?

bjaw seven