strange this feeling inside, its coming can you feel it?

yakn9ow someone once said to me that i was running away and the thought perplexed me because the idea itself is a contradiction. all of us must go with the flow, to see the other side. we are all connected all one so nothing is ever lost. we are anything , evrytghing, and nothing. we are what we are and we do what we do for that is what each of our minds have created. individually and as one whole circle.
i think of what Mykey wrote once....you must look at the absolute ugliness of something to be able to see its utmost beauty.
its a balance a perfect one? mayhaps and mayhaps not. for again it is the yin and yang.

river river carry me home river river carry me home river river carry me home to the place where i come from. so deep so wide would you take me on your back for a ride, if i should fall would you swallow me deep inside. river show me how to float i feel like i'm sinking down. living river

one day this will all make sense....
game over