i feel like i'm going to cry.... except i already am.
i dont understand and i dont know what to say. people surprise me and of lately been good and bad but to the extreme yaknow.
i keep having this feeling its the feeling i get when i'm dreaming best way to describe it i guess just somewhere elses stemming suppose and its weird. but more and more its pulling at me stronger and constant.
i'm thinkin might only be me. or at least i may only know what the fuck i'm talking about. doesnt matter everyone has complete different feeling about most everything and cant really be described.
just today though man. fucking today. started off with a blast cuz i cant figure out who the fuck is calling me and at the same time i can so you call back but the connection is lost. ya know what i mean sweet cheeks.
its chilly and i want to go swimming or sit in a hot tub. mmmmmmm

blondie i think your beautiful, unique sooo full of life but its hard for u to see. its ok your doin great. and i know u feel
u deserve the best and everything u want we all do and we all get it just differently.

sometimes silence is everything. and the for me its most of the time becuz thats when i say what i mean. we are all connected dont forget that. seven

one day it will all make sense
and that day will be today forever, its always the moment.
believe
in yourself
and us
peace

i'm always here.... forever