The shift is real, I feel it as it starts in my brain shining through my eyes as a pinhole. A pixelated portal that I must painfully deep dive through. Why can I sense their insincerity (๑>_<๑) but can't give my sincere reaction. Theyre frozen pawns and I've been awakened so I'm dull. My empathy is slowly being destroyed by this reality and that is a tough pill to swallow. Maybe that's my lesson. Either way at least I have my shining light to guide me. The darkness tries to swallow me so I don't like it when it seeps through and my impatient sleep deprived soul doesn't give her my joy. She deserves my attention not my guilt. I'm trying to balance but dear universe the soulless robots are duplicating. The bull rage is brewing... 

Folk Forest

 It's a weird feeling of feelings. It's like the feeling of goose bumps. I over analyze everything. I feel restless but relaxed. I have an immense feeling of pride. She makes us so free feeling. I'm so grateful. I wanna dance under the moon and jump into the leaves. It's gonna be a great week.

Deep breath

 Everything's going to be ok. She's going to be ok. Nothing but peaches n' cream and huckleberry dreams. Thankyou my angels

😻🐈‍⬛💖👩

Only her

 

When you're so tired you catch yourself half sleeping or zoning out with your eyes open. Eyes wide shut. I'm trying to be patient. I feel like I'm failing and flailing. Treading water while the stone is tied to 1 foot. It's got to get better soon..

I had a dream and you were in it. Once again the panic sets in. Is there a parallel connection? I woke up with a headache. I'm annoyed...probably need a nap. It's going too fast.