how can i just leave it be? my head i s spinning...my eyes are glowing and my throat is so dry i can't say what i mean. can't you understand what i want, no of course not that would be too easy. such defense creates an infinite silence. in your own copied verse i love you so much it just turns to hate. i know what i deserve... and you deserve the great adoration of your own affection. and thu we drift into space you on one side of the universe i on the other.... i guess i just don't feel like swimming when i'm already lost in the abyss.